Russell Bernard , 55,
Male seeking Female,
More About MeI was married to my teenage sweet heart for 33 years until Bipolar disorder turned her into someone that abandoned her family.She refused to admit she had a problem and it just got worse.My kids and I held on to each other and when any of us feels out of sorts we are there for each other.I wish it was a bad dream but my best friend,lover,confidant my soul mate was taken from me by a mental disorder.I want to have my normal family life that I was very content with and dont want anything but to enjoy my kids and have a wife thats weLLLLLLLLLL just normal !!!!Happy with that sparkle in her eyes that a happy woman gives off.I am and have always been a biker.Old School gentleman and father first and when we find each other my next Wife.I know there is a lets call it a higher power. I like to call it the GalacticOrderDevision.Personally I call him Jesus and before anyone in this world he is my Master,My Brother My reason for not giving up on love.Love and faith are very much alike.Once you have it your never ever for any reason supposed to let go of it..That was the hardest part for me both personally and spiritually. I taught my kids that you never turn your back on family or the sick or wounded. But my kids promised me that there is no reason for me to feel any guilt for wanting what was taken and not lost by anything that was my fault.I was happy believing in "One wife for one life" I still do and am looking for her in this brave new world and its good because I have my kids !Where are you?
Who I Would Like to MeetIn todays world I do not know how to answer that except that being with a woman that is happy with herself and when she looks at herself in the mirror knows she is to good for mortal men.We are in life what we do and not what we say.Being happy and enjoying the gift of life shows appreciation to the spirit world and God
Where You Were RaisedOahu hawaii in hawaii kai
Others NoticeOld school gentleman biker
Favorite FoodI grew up in Hawaii and still crave good sashimi and mahi mahi with lots of white rice and seaweed salad hot tea for me and what ever you like to drink with dinner.ben and jerrys cherry garcia ice cream
Favorite PlacesI would love to go back to hawaii with my son and daughter and you if you wish.They have never been there yet and that would be very special to share that with them"good memory for everyones future" .I love riding with my friends on the weekend when im not working on them.But thats fun and i get paid to do it good fun
Friday or Saturday Nights IOut playing some pool at the bar and grill near my place.
Life GoalsGet a shop going with my kids , Getting remarried I love knowing who i will grow old with and hate being alone.My kids are pushing me to be happy again and find a lady that wants what I have to offer. if you can be happy knowing who will be yours for as long as wind blows and grass grows and rain falls . Ya know the way its supposed to be ! If your sure thats what you want. Then we need to sit down over coffee and see if our searching is over